No one told me it was going to be this challenging. I’ve never had to fight for something so hard in my life. All because of a guy I met. I’ve never found someone like him. We started off just friends. I told him anything and everything. I figured once he knew how messed up and imperfect I was he’d leave me, but the weird thing about the story is that he didn’t. The guy actually ended up confessing that he liked me, more and more with every imperfection. He knew my every flaw, yet he still liked me. So crazy. How could I ever let this guy go? He proved to me they all aren’t the same. When someone shows you their true colors believe them. When their true colors blend perfectly with yours, hold on to them as tight as you can. This guy recently told me that he wasn’t sure he could continue to like me more than a friend. He said he was terrible with commitment and he was scared to get to close to me. I felt my heart drop to my stomach here is my kind of perfect telling me it’s not going to work. I fought with myself. I have never tried to keep the pieces of my heart together. Usually when a guy told me he didn’t want me anymore or think he could do it anymore I ran as fast as I could and deleted everything and anything that reminded me of him. So here I was thinking about running with this news so I could pretend that it was me who didn’t want what we had. But my shoes were glued to the ground. I couldn’t let this guy go without a fight. There is no way I could find nor would I want to find another guy like this. I talked with him, he is the best make communicator I’ve ever came across. We talked for hours, in the end he decided he’d keep me around. My heart was so relieved the guy that I love so unconditionally didn’t leave! Jude, I love you.